I have reached the conclusion that I feel where I am, is where I will be as far as my vision. there are a way lot of adjustments that will need made and somethings will just be. Having one eye poses alot of depth issues and others like running into things. Things you don't even think about.
My right ear being sealed off just made the deafness more perminent!!!;
My upper body is weak but I have exercises to strengthen and manipulate them more.
my lower body is still somewhat off balanced and i am not very sure of my footing other than flat straight spots in the house.
My shunt would have hopefully got rid of this..........It did just not all the way.
So being outside is just so iffy right now,............with the ground being so unlevel.
4 Things I can be greatful for: LESS DIZZY,NOT VOMITING,STAYING AT HOME BY MYSELF
The biggest problem I see is my Depression. After laying in my bed for 6 months with loss of appetite and dizziness finding it to be my place of comfort. I have fallen completely out of sync with love, life and laughter. Life is all boring to me. Everything is overwhelming, and the simplest project seems so big.THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO DO AND CANT YET!
I Must be in the valley, going through all of this for a reason-I don't know-
The bible tells us that even in those times praise Him and I do...things are just really hard right now.
I would appreciate you comments thouhgts and prayers. I have to get better than this.
Much Love To All
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Just remember that you are always in my prayers! Keep in mind my life verse Proverbs 3:5-6. You are a very strong woman and I know that you ARE going to get through this! God knows and sees what you are going through and he will not give you more than you can handle! If you think about it, its almost a compliment bc you have been dealt alot, so He obviously has ALOT of faith in you! You are an example to all! I love you Aunt Ang!
Haven't stopped thinking about you or praying for you. Won't stop either. We love you and are praying for your strength and state of mind. :-D
I would like to hear you say "life as it might be". Nothing is impossible with God. I'm not preaching, just trying to realize that very same fact myself. Start each day with God. Ask for manna for the day, or even hour to hour, if you are struggling. You don't see it, but we see wonderful improvement already. It's my prayer that He will bless you today with something good! :-)
I am SOOOO glad to see you are back and typing again - that alone is a big step from where you were before. I am thankful for the improvements so far and will pray that they will increase and your depression will decrease every day. You ARE strong for getting through this so far and I don't think this valley will last forever. Just hold on and know that so many of us are praying for you every day! I LOVE YOU!!!!!
i was so happy to see you post on your blog!!! keep up the good work, you are off to a good start and WE are so proud of you.
pam mck
ange... you're in my prayers... i know how difficult depression makes EVERYTHING... it's not easy to get up... amber already stole my favorite verses... :-) so lean not on your own understanding... and romans 8:28... we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose. this is you angie... you're in my prayers... sending love and hugs and encouragement and joy...
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