Well when you feel really crappy, where do you even start????
I have had these bumps on my thighs and neck. I talked to my Radiologist on 10-2-08, while I was there. She was confident that it WAS NOT Radiation related and suggested that I see my regular Primary Doctor!
SO!!!!!
I called Dr.Paul and they worked me in TODAY, only to find out,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I have an infection that has seeded itself internally. WELL ALRIGHTY THEN, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN??
Well it may have come as an added bonus from Eye, no one really knows for sure.
Dr. Paul said that this is a Postule or Staph infection. At any rate, if the medicine DOES NOT work, he said back to the hospital and IV'S with antibiotics!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I have had enough days in the hospital, no I am really CEREAL
Well back 10-2-08
I went back to Cleveland's Disease and Cornea Specialist
Her words were that my eye is in very detrimental and sick condition
So then what is next: She placed me on 2 more antibiotic drops and another pill. Next Friday
Dr. Perry will be closing more if not all of it. They will leave an opening for drops of course.
And then I go back the following Thursday for Dr. Kitzmann for her to do the final look at my eye. If everything is under control They will Leave Er shut until May.
I have to be very honest, I have remained pretty positive through this journey but the last couple of days,,,,,,,,,,ROCK BOTTOM! I feel embarassed to admit it, it shows a sign of weakness and I do not like it. I just don't understand and probably never will:(
Sorry for the jumping around, just some random thoughts!
I know only God has the answer.
Much love to all
2 comments:
I just read a status on facebook, it said, "it's impossible to stand in the presence of God and be a pessimist" I think that is so true of you throughout your whole journey with this tumor/eye. I admire your strength so much, what an example. But...you are of course entitled to a down day or two! Sometimes it's hard to keep your head up. As always, we will continue to pray! We love you!
You've done pretty darn well so far, I think you're entitled to as many down days as you want! Of course we don't want you to be down, but you've done a lot better than I (or anyone else I know) would have! Of course we're praying for the rain to GO AWAY! LOVE YOU!
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