How Time flys when your not feeling well?????

Wow, Wow, Wow

I Have not been feeling well and unable to do my blogging. I am so sorry to you who look at this for Radiation updates. I will try to do my best in catching up!!

Well the weather has been so nice for travelling. I went on Tuesday with my normal?? driver:

Yep, you guessed it my sister Robin! She absolutely drives me bananas!

She goes with me on Clinic days. They were going from Charts to no Charts and you guessesd it, they forgot about me:( How can you even do that? Forget me?

Well we were there for very long time to find out that I need to be on my steroids to keep my brain from swelling and causing me more trouble than I need. I find it very frustrating however that there will not be an actual picture taking of the progress until this is all over!

Wednesday 8-20-08

Today the weather was beautiful again and my driver was Merry(Boyd) Holida. I was not all with it on that day so I failed to take my camera. This was #10 and I am a third of the way complete! YEA

I forgot my camera but we will see her lovely face next week as she will be the official driver for not only one but two days. I bet you are so excited Merry!

I have enjoyed the rides and have totally enjoyed all the one on one conversation!

I felt pretty good this day all in all.

Thursday, Thursday, Thursday 8-21-08

Well this day was a totally different kind of day.

I woke up feeling very ill, depressed, like I could puke at any given moment-not so good feeling. I called Robin from my bed only to ask for her extra prayers that day.

My sister Cindy was to be my designated driver for that day:

This is a picture of her giving our mommy a kiss. Well speaking of kisses- she does not like the thought of anyone kissing up to a puke pan and I believe that was me that day!

I was finally up and getting ready to go and Cindy arrived. I guess she was really nervous about me being sick. She had come in and went to use my bathroom which I was not planning. I told her she would have to overlook my bloomers not really I said underwear. I had a#1 accident which has happened since my first surgery. My mind does not always give me enough warning-anyways-I guess that caused Cindy to totally panick and she took it upon herself to call Robin-out of breath-so to make a long story short- I found myself being traded off like cargo from Cindys car to Robins-sooooooooooooo-Everything came to a head and I had a Pat Catan moment and for the rest of you a plain old Mental Breakdown. I cried my eye out-as many of you know my right eye does not tear! So Robin was my driver that day:

Thanks for being BACK in the drivrs seat again!!!!!!!!!!! I had a yucky ride there and a yucky treatment my mask felt really tight because the lovely steroid makes my face swell.

As you can see how red it makes my face. The doctor in charge of radiation wants me to see Dr. Perry about my eye. He is an eye doctor there at CCF. He feels there might be more options other than sewing it shut! Maybe a fake eye or something. That would be nice if I could wear one contact!!!;) The ride home was better and the Peanut Butter Flurry was the best! I guess humanity happens to all of us-we all have a breakdown. I came home went to bed for the night the next day was better.